Wednesday, February 11, 2009

the last instant message

(2:31:55 PM)
you took everything you wanted,
a roommate,
the circle of friends of a pervert you previously hated,
and you refused to even explain what was going on
for months
after you told me you hated me
and didn't want to talk,
and now you are the one with issues?

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I gave you everything you wanted,
a best friend,
a confidant,
a whipping post,
I took it all in stride for as long as I could
and then I snapped.
For years, I tried to reconcile my feelings
I tried to convince myself that you were a good boyfriend
and somehow I was the bad one.
I don't want to talk.
We both have a lot of healing to do.

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you have no conscience
I am proud

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I don't love you anymore
I am happy.

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